It's nearly 1:30 am. All of the kids are in bed asleep, as they should be. I let them stay up late tonight, past midnight. This allows for extra sleeping time in the morning. Jonah woke up a little while ago to nurse and I now have him laying on the couch out cold. I want to go to bed but I can hear Russell snoring quite loudly all the way down the hall and through a closed door.
I drank a few cups of coffee tonight after dinner so that I could have the energy to sweep and mop the floors. I noticed the tips of Jonah's toes were black earlier this afternoon from him scooting around in his walker. The sad part is he was only in his walker for a few minutes. That tells how dirty the floors really are. I shouldn't act surprised, I won't leave my bedroom without my flip flops on for fear of the icky sticky grainy dirt that will consume the bottoms of my feet.
Jonah is my fourth child and it has only recently been brought to my attention that walkers are supposedly a big "no-no". I choose to allow him a few minutes of cruising a day. He absolutely loves it and I will not take it away from him. When he starts to crawl and walk there will be no stopping that child. He loves to go, go, go! Speaking of crawling, for almost a week now, Jonah has been getting up on his knees and pushing his little butt up in the air during tummy time. He has scooted forward just a few times, and mainly scoots backward, but I know it's coming. And just like with all of his other milestones thus far, I greet it with a smile, then immediately want to cry. I do not want this baby to turn into a child so soon! He will be six months on the 30th. That is half of a year. Oh my gosh, that is half of a year!
They all grow up too quickly. My whole childhood was consumed with me wanting to grow up, it seemed it would never happen, then, I became a mom, and time started flying! I mean really just flying! Bradley is in middle school and talking about girls. Jarod is losing teeth and scabbing his knees while riding his bike. Zoe is learning to read and just had her training wheels taken off. Now, Jonah is learning to crawl. It's all whizzing past me so quickly that I am terrified I won't have the mental capacity to store it all.
What am I going to do?